Sunday, August 28, 2011

Please Don't Try So Hard To Say Goodbye

"Beauty queen of only eighteen, she had some trouble with herself. He was always there to help her, she always belonged to someone else. I drove for miles and miles and wound up at your door. I've had you so many times but somehow I want more.
I don't mind spending everyday out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile, ask her if she wants to stay awhile. And she will be loved, she will be loved.
It's not always rainbows and butterflies, it's compromise that moves us along. My heart is full and my door's always open, you can come anytime you want.
Know all of the things that make you who you are. I know that goodbye means nothing at all; she comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls.
And she will be loved."
I'll be waiting for you.

When Two Hearts Race, Both Win

And I'll look in regret how I ignored when they said "Run as fast as you can."
Yesterday I looked at you and felt nothing. Today I think of you and feel a hollow emptiness. I'm not sure how you make these feelings appear.

Thursday, August 25, 2011

There's No Guarantee That This Will Be Easy

School's started and it's different. And I can't believe I keep falling into that same goddamn rut. I hate you for doing this to me. God fucking dammit, I hate you. And I say I'm done with it all, and I've said it a million times. Because something broke between us. But I turn my head in the direction when you're spoken of. So I guess I always have to live with this feeling. So fuck you for that. Fuck you for all of this.
"It's not a miracle you need, believe me. Wings aren't what you need, you need me." -The Cab

Saturday, August 13, 2011

Forget Me Not, Forget Me Now

I don't wanna be in love, I don't wanna be in love. Breaking up now, you've got a reason to live.
"Better never to have met you in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there."
-Otomo No Yakamochi
...I bet I could. Oh, you.