Oh, Harmony

I love when the universe smashes you in the head in order to save your heart. That's good stuff.

I try to push you away, but you never push back. You know I’ll never forget you, never thought I’d say that. You made a mess out of me.

I Shall Be Dilapidated

Against that time (if ever that time come)

When I shall see thee frown on my defects,

When as thy love hath cast his utmost sum,

Called to that audit by advised respects-

Against that time when thou shalt strangely pass,

And scarcely greet me with that sun, thine eye,

When love, converted from the thing it was,

Shall reasons find of settled gravity-

Against that time do I ensconce me here

Within the knowledge of mine own desert,

And this my hand against myself uprear,

To guard the lawful reasons on thy part.

To leave poor me thou has the strength of laws,

Since why to love I can allege no cause.

Under Pressure

So many eyes upon me.

This Blasted Tight Rope

It's like a constant game with you. I make it just to the edge of the rope to turn back around and practically sprint back to you. I'm balancing. Hazardously. I'm barely maintaining my footing. But I would never leap off. Not for anything in the world. Not for anyone less than you.

New Moon

I want more money to be able to buy the things I need. I want you. An abundance of you. That's not too much to ask for, is it? Nope. Not at all. Quite attainable actually. So. Law of Abundance. New moon. Give me what I desire. Because I know you have the power to do so.

Hrvatska

You were always hard to hold to, so letting go ain't easy. Talk is cheap, so give me your word you can keep. You were one foot out the door and choking on the other.

The only alternative is to not let you go. I can handle that. There's no competition. He thinks that I care about him but he is nothing. Nothing. Nothing compared to you.

Unexpected Tendencies

I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart. But you came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start. How many times will you let me change my mind and turn around? I can't decide if I'll let you save my life or if I'll drown. I hope that you see right through my walls. I hope that you catch me because I'm already falling. I'll never let a love get so close, you put your arms around me and I'm home. The world is coming down on me and I can't find a reason to be loved. I never want to leave you but I can't make you bleed if I'm alone.You put your arms around me, and I believe that it's easier for you to let me go.

I tried my best to never let you in to see the truth. And I've never opened up. I've never truly loved until you put your arms around me.

I Make My Own Luck

I hate people who whine about their lives when they made their circumstances. Hush.

Who is the woman I see where I'm supposed to be? I lost my heart, I buried it too deep under the iron sea. Crystal ball, save us all. Tell me life is beautiful. Mirror, mirror on the wall. Lines ever more unclear, not sure I'm even here. The more I look, the more I think that I'm starting to disappear. I'm fading out, everything I know is wrong. So put me where I belong. I don't know where I am and I don't really care. I look myself in the eye, there's no one there. I fall upon the earth, I call upon the air. But all I get is the same old vacant stare. Crystal ball, save us all. Tell me life is beautiful.

Bound

It's not like I'm invisible, you still wear me under your skin. When we talk, we don't talk at all. Too weak to leave, too stubborn to give in.Who is gonna be the first to say a truce. It's not enough that we should part, can't stop fighting too. It's not like she isn't loving you, it's just that you can't be alone for too long. I'd like to wish you all the happiness. Maybe the truth is, it'll kill me if you move on. Who is gonna be the first to say enough? Who is gonna be the first one to find true love? Let it be just a beautiful memory, anything that starts will have an ending. We both know this will only be over when we're free. We don't let go, we can't get close. I still need you when you still need me. This tug of war can't go on anymore. Nobody wins from this misery, free. I want to be, I want you to be free.

Scattered

I still remember that empty look left on your face. You took the pictures but you left the frames. All we had written, well, it's been erased. I cut you deep, you're bleeding through.You're every single shade of blue; I'm staring right in front of you. I can hear your heartbeat slowing down. You can take my life all you need, make me right. Here you left scattered like wishes I led to your room. Bury my face in your pillow just to smell your perfume. Outside I'm hungry but inside I'm just consumed. Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe; losing you is choking me. I fucking hate this town. I want to burn it down.

Catching Wisps of Smoke

Say the words I cannot say, say them on another day. Fragile words like these will cut your tongue. Was I good enough? Was I bad enough? When I wanted more, yeah, you had enough. But nobody's gonna try for you. Nobody's gonna do like I for you. You're a sinner but the devil even turned you down. But, nobody's gonna try for you. Nobody's gonna do like I for you. Nobody's gonna try for you. And nobody's gonna love you. And nobody's gonna do like I for you. Hold me like you never could, I'll hold you like I said I would. 

Air or light won't breathe nor shine between. With your feather lips, yeah you fly away. Well, I hope they come back down someday because nobody's gonna try for you. Somebody's getting by for you. I don't bend, I just break in two. Somebody like me... I'd die for you.

Don't Wake Me Up

"Dearly beloved, if this love only exists in my dreams...don't wake me up."

I dreamed of you last night. It was so beautiful. I couldn't let go of you. Everything was so easy: grabbing your hand, kissing you, laughing, smiling, talking. I miss you.

"Yet each man kills the thing he loves, by each let this be heard, some do it with a bitter look, some with a flattering word, the coward does it with a kiss, the brave man with a sword!"

I did it with a text. Pitiful.

"I don't want to let you down but I am hell bound."

Is it my fault we've been missing each other?