I Was Lost And Still Ain't Found

This was me.

This was you. I'm so sorry.

When The Time Comes, Don't Run

Stay with me, baby. Stay with me. Don't leave me alone tonight.

Deadly Combination: You And Me

I've been burning holes and breaking dreams, and I regret it.
Now you're breaking waves and smashing dreams, and you can't help it.

It's Not As Easy As It Used To Be

I said I'd never leave this place, but I can't stay here to watch you fade and watch you change into someone I can't face. I can't replace, I can't replace you.

My Three Sentiments

"I am not deceitful: if I were, I should say I loved you; but I declare I do not love you: I dislike you the worst of anybody in the world..."
-Charlotte Brontë

"What a singularly deep impression her injustice seems to have made on your heart! No ill-usage so brands its record on my feelings. Would you not be happier if you tried to forget her severity, together with the passionate emotions it excited? Life appears to me too short to be spent in nursing animosity, or registering wrongs." -Charlotte Brontë

"Come to me--come to me entirely now,' said he: and added, in his deepest tone, speaking in my ear as his cheek was laid on mine, 'Make my happiness--I will make yours.'" -Charlotte Brontë

I Will Be There

And if you have a minute why don't we go talk about it somewhere only we know? This could be the end of everything. So why don't we go somewhere only we know?

Are You The One I Used To Love?

In my place were lines that I couldn't change. I was lost, crossed lines I shouldn't have crossed. How long must you wait for him? How long must you pay for him? How long must you wait for him? I was scared, tired and underprepared. But I wait for you. If you go, leaving me here on my own, well I wait for you.

When You're Through Thinking, Say Yes

The truth is I will always love you. Even if I marry someone else, I will wake every morning with your name on my lips. When I draw my last breath, I will see your face in my mind's eye: smiling and innocent in youth, kissing in a dark courtyard, holding hands while walking up your street; every beautiful memory of our past will flash before my eyes. If I meet a man I love and he holds my hand and tells me how much he loves me, he kisses me gently and brushes my hair back, if he gets down on one knee, there will always be a part of me that wishes he were you. Even if I love another, you will still be my first and ultimately my last. I am so afraid of the day I know will be the last time I see you. Your face lingers in my dreams and I constantly crave your touch. I have heard that smell is the sense most associated to memories, and whenever I smell your familiar cologne, my stomach clenches in knots. My heart momentarily stops and I clutch my abdomen to keep myself from falling apart. You are the only true love I have ever known. Just know, even though we will both move on, I will always love you with all my heart and I will always be here for you. All you have to do is call my name.

"Gentle reader, may you never feel what I then felt! May your eyes never shed such stormy, scalding, heart-wrung tears as poured from mine. May you never appeal to Heaven in prayers so hopeless and so agonized as in that hour left my lips; for never may you, like me, dread to be the instrument of evil to what you wholly love." 

-Charlotte Brontë, Jane Eyre

All Is Well That Ends Well

I am so sorry. I feel like you don't want me anymore, so I am going to move on. There are other guys out there that are actually paying attention to me. If you start to like me when we see each other at the event, I am so sorry but I won't. I don't want anything to do with you. I am sorry for having no faith in you. I don't even think I'm going to bother giving you one last chance, because you don't want it. And I'm tired of wishing that you would.

Glitter In The Air

"Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands? Close your eyes and trust it, just trust it. Have you ever thrown a fist full of glitter in the air? Have you ever looked fear in the face and said I just don't care? Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone? Your whole life waiting on the ring to prove you're not alone. Have you ever been touched so gently you had to cry? Have you ever wished for an endless night? Lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tight. Have you ever held your breath and asked yourself will it ever get better than tonight?"

-Pink

Clueless

I can't be held responsible cause he was touching my face. I won't be held responsible. He fell in love in the first place. For the life of me, I cannot remember what made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise.

YES I AM

She smiles when you are at your highest;

she cries along side you when you're low.

She'll comfort you and protect you;

point you in which direction to go.

She's constantly boosting your self-esteem,

the cheerleader in a long hard game.

She'll stick by you through whatever.

She treats you and your siblings the same.

She doesn't see the flaws you hate in yourself,

the physical and the emotional alike.

Everything you wish you could change in yourself

are in fact the things she likes.

A mother is there to fight for her young,

no watter how old they may be.

She will drop everything to defend her children.

Yup, everyone but me.

I smile for myself when I have done good,

and I cry when I know I've been hurt.

I protect myself from every single harm,

I try to see myself as more than dirt.

Yes, I hate every single fucking one of them.

And I can't wait until I can go.

For once I've clawed my way out of the door,

It's the ending of a tragedy and the start of a perfect show.

A Keepsake

"She was scared, unprepared, and lost in the dark, falling apart. I can survive with you by my side. We're gonna be alright."

What I Couldn't Find

"She was given the world, so much that she couldn't see. And she needed someone to show her who she could be. And she tried to survive, wearing her heart on her sleeve. But I needed you to believe. You had your dreams, I had mine. You had your fears, I was fine. She was scared of it all, watching from far away. And she was given a role, never knew just when to play."

"And she tried to survive, living her life on her own, always afraid of the throne. But you've given me strength to find hope."

Truth Be Told

"An impact is like a punch. It may hurt put it passes."

I Swear I Wouldn't

"And you said we wouldn't make it, but look how far we've come. For so long my heart was breaking, but now we're standing strong. The things you say, they me fall harder each day. You're a trainwreck, but I wouldn't love you if you changed."
-Demi Lovato

Stronger

"The mirror can lie. Doesn't show you what's inside. And it, it can tell you you're full of life.  It's amazing what you can hide just by putting on a smile."
-Demi Lovato

I Would Know

“When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us.”

-Alexander Graham Bell

Facil?

“You can shed tears that he is gone, or you can smile because he has lived. You can close your eyes and pray that he'll come back, or you can open your eyes and see all he's left. Your heart can be empty because you can't see him, or you can be full of the love you shared. You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday, or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday. You can remember him only that he is gone, or you can cherish his memory and let it live on. You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back. Or you can do what he'd want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.”

-David Harkins

Bittersweet

“Remember me and smile, for it's better to forget than remember me and cry.”

Don't Go

“People so seldom say I love you. And then it's either too late or love goes. So when I tell you I love you, it doesn't mean I know you'll never go, Only that I wish you didn't have to.”

One Day

"I'm growing up, I'm working on these flaws of mine. I am letting go of my pride and I am shedding this disguise. I am facing all the facts and I am trying to improve. I am cleaning up my act and I am doing it for you. Darling, don't you know you're fixing me?"

-Chase Coy

Until You're Worth It...

"And don't leave a note, cause I swear if you wrote me I'd probably take it all back. And God only knows I must stay on my toes cause I can't allow myself to do that. I always wanted you to stay, but now I'm wishing you away. If this is what love feels like, I'm done with it. I fell in love once before, now I wont be falling for that anymore.  I don't wanna see you. I don't wanna hear your sweet voice. No, I don't wanna talk anymore. So if you happen to think of me, don't think I will be waiting around like before. Don't call my phone, cause I'm feeling alone and I'd probably take it all back. I always wanted you to stay, but now I'm wishing you away."

-Chase Coy

Survival 101

"I'll survive you, even with all these wounds. I'm alright. I'll undo all of the damage you've done to my life. You're not gonna see me cry. This time, I'll survive you."

Don't Worry About Me, Baby

"Here we stand at the end. You and I out on the battlefield. Shot your words like a gun, and it hurts like hell but I can deal. Cause I don't need you to want me. I've got my pride." -Bc Jean

No Questions

"Maybe this could be the line that starts the whole story. Maybe you could be the one, the one who's meant for me. I know that I should wait, but what if you're my soul mate? I'll slow down when you say, slow down. Do you notice me at all? I'm usually lost for words. You know I can't help but fall. I've never felt so sure."

Ja ću Prestati

I'm going to stop looking at your profile and pictures and other things because it just makes me upset. And why should I care? The answer is I shouldn't. I shouldn't care what you said about a girl. I shouldn't care that you took a picture with a girl. I shouldn't care that you're flirting with girls. I shouldn't care that people talk to you about another girl. But I do. I really do.

So Far To Go

Sure, life is a climb. It's been hard, it's been simple, it's been frustrating. I've tried to remain classy through it all. I haven't sacrificed any of my values. I'm scarred, but I'll be okay. I keep grabbing on to each new rock, hoping that I'm closer to the top. There's so much more to do. Sure, it hasn't been a dream. But I have a constant rope supporting me on my way up. And even though the rope doesn't realize how much I depend on it, this "pulley" system is pulling me straight to the top. And I don't plan on letting go.