It's Up To Your Ability

Every day is a battle I face. Strange life I live but its what you've decided. I'll give it all into your hands. Do what you will with me and I'll smile when you speak. Remember all those times I was hoping for something and shaking my head from all I have done? But you never left me. I've fallen in love and it's better this time than ever before. I've fallen in love and it's better this time than I've ever known. I would give it up for you, I'd do anything for you.

I'll Love You Forever, Forever And Always

You'll always be a part of me.

 "I was looking for love, someone I could trust. Thought you’d be there like this. So lonely but what do you care? You’re my only but you weren’t there. I wish that I could look inside your mind. I’ve been waiting for the day when you will realize what we have come along just once in a lifetime. You’ve became a stranger, a murderer, and I was your target. Does it make you happy to see me down? Does it make you dead to see me drown? Guess I’m your entertaining, you don’t know what you’re wasting. But soon you’ll see. Our love suicide. Why would you hurt us?"

Reassurances

I don't know you, but I want you all the more for that. Words fall through me and always fool me, and I can't react. And games that never amount to more than they're meant will play themselves out. Take this sinking boat and point it home, we've still got time. Raise your hopeful voice, you have a choice. You'll make it now. Falling slowly, eyes that know me and I can't go back. Moods that take me and erase me, and I'm painted black. You have suffered enough and warred with yourself. It's time that you won.

I Don't Know You, But I Want You

I am certain about a few things in my life:

1. My sister is a cheap whore. You don't have to give her money, makeup, or even candy. She'll jump right into your lap. Hell, you don't even have to be good looking! Albino, fat, and bald! Music to her ears!

2. I want to be something important. Something where I can wake up every morning and think, "Yeah, I'm actually going to make a difference today."

3. I believe in love. I believe I am close to finding it. I believe he may just be what I'm looking for.

I am uncertain about a few things:

1. Why won't you get out of my head? I didn't invite you in, so um, leave.

2. F? A? A? N? I don't know.

3. How come I try to give up completely on a person but there's still unrealistic hope?

Evergreen

“Come on, skinny love, just last the year…”

I may not be happy with my life, but I'm satisfied with it. I do despise the people in it. Some are blessings; some are curses, and some I wish I had never met. You are one of the curses. A curse from the day I was born. You’re right. You have done nothing but fuck me up. I can lie and tell you that you have been there for me. But you haven’t. I am more of an older sister to that little girl than you ever were to me. From day one, you’ve made me feel worthless and at fault. I can have dreams, can’t I? So I want to go far away. It’s not to be away from them, stupid girl. It’s to get away from you.

“Told my love to wreck it all, cut all of the ropes and let me fall.”

Maybe you will never be anything of importance, maybe you hope to marry a rich man. I think you and I both know the chances of a handsome, kind, rich man ever wanting to marry you are slim to none. Partly because you don’t deserve it and partly because you are not a prize.

“Who will love you? Who will fight?”

I want you to know that I was the only person with a shred of faith in you. And you have diminished it to nothing. Crushing my dreams and hopes and making my laughter die away; making my smiles falter and stamping on my pride is about all you are good for. You have failed. Your evil has made me stronger. I may cry behind closed doors and wonder aloud, “What have I done?” but in the end, it was you. It was always you. I WILL make something of myself. I WILL have a life to be proud of. I WILL never contact you again. And if you need something, don’t bother asking. It won’t be given.

Come On, Skinny Love, What Have We Here?

I tell my love to wreck it all, cut out all the ropes and let me fall. Right in the moment this order’s tall. I told you to be patient. I told you to be fine. I told you to be balanced. I told you to be kind. In the morning I’ll be with you, but it will be a different kind. I’ll be holding all the tickets and you’ll be owning all the fines. Now all your love is wasted, then who the hell was I? Cause now I’m breaking at the britches and at the end of all your lines. Who will love you? Who will fight? And who will fall, far behind?

You Don't Fit Anywhere In My Life

You've been acting awful tought lately, smoking a lot of cigarettes lately. But inside, you're just a little baby. Oh. Better to be hated, than loved, loved, loved for what you're not.

We all have been degraded. We all will be the greatest.

And You Gonna Find Yourself So All Alone

I told him I can be with him, but I can't be with him as much as he likes me to. He likes me too much, that's the problem. Oh my God.

I am not going for forever, I'll be back someday.

Boy, you got a problem and you ain't fooling no one but yourself. You're like a hot revolver, but you ain't killing no one but yourself.

It's If A Body Catch A Body Coming Through The Rye

"Anyway, I'm sort of glad they've got the atomic bomb invented. If there's ever another war, I'm going to sit right the hell on top of it. I'll volunteer for it, I swear to God I will."  -J.D. Salinger

"I don't even know what I was running for - I guess I just felt like it." -J.D. Salinger

You Are My Escape

I'm giving up on doing this alone now cause I've failed and I'm ready to be shown how. He's told me the way and I'm trying to get there. And this life sentence that I'm serving, I admit that I'm every bit deserving, but the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair. Cause I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity.

I'm begging you to be my escape.

There Was A Light And It Was You

“I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.”-Maya Angelou

I will never forget or regret how you made me feel on top of the world, like nobody could touch me but you.