I Can't Feel You With Me Anymore

"I won't forget to remember you."

"Don't make promises you can't keep."

You got a fire and it's burning in the rain, thought that it went out, but it's burning just the same. And you don't look back, not for anything cause if you love someone, you love them all the same. If you love someone, you love them all the same.
I know the memories are rushing into mind. I wanna kiss your scars tonight, baby. Cause you gotta try, you gotta let me in. Let me in.

"I'm not lonely, I'm alone."

You Drown My Mind, I Can't Breathe Without You

Have I found you, flightless bird? Jealous, weeping, or lost you?

"The man I loved fell out of love with me. That broke my heart. When the chance to be loved came along again, I ran away from it. I stopped trusting people. I was afraid of getting my heart broken again. Sometimes you can trust a person, and then, when things are down, they forget about you."

"Maybe they're just too busy. Maybe they don't forget about you, but they forget to remember you. People don't mean to forget."

"I'm just afraid if I do trust someone, I'll get my heart broken."

"If you won't use your heart, who cares if it gets broken? You should take a chance. Got nothing to lose."

"Little truth in there somewhere."

"I think so. Your heart might still be broken, but it isn't gone."

I love you.

"What a liar. You're so unhappy you can barely breathe."

One Day

I dreamt of you last night. Obviously not the first and most definitely not the last. You wanted me back, but hesitantly. And god damnit I wanted to believe it was real so bad. I'm tired of wishing for you, I need you. You made me see the good and worth in myself. And I can't go on like this, I just can't.

One Can Only Hope

Things are shaping up to be pretty odd.

Things have changed for me and that's okay. I feel the same.

I never said I missed him when everybody kissed him. Well, I'm the only one to blame.

Your turn.

Don't You Forget About Me

Is it still me that makes you sweat? Am I who you think about in bed? When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your pants? Then think of what you did and how I hope to God she was worth it, when the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch her skin. I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck than any girl you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me.

Boy, I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of exchanging body heat in the passenger seat? You know it will always just be me.
So I guess we're back to us, in case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off? Let's pick up.
Oh, now I do recall, we were just getting to the part where the shock sets in and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
You know it will always just be me.

But All You Do Is Pass Me By

Wherever you're going, I wanna go. Wherever you're heading, can you let me know? I don't mind catching up; I'm on my way. Just can't take the thought of you miles away. And I know you’re going somewhere to make a better life. I hope that you find it on the first try. And even though it kills me that you have to go, I know it'll be sadder if you never hit the road. So farewell!
Somebody is gonna miss you, farewell. Somebody is gonna wish that you were here, that somebody is me.
And I'm gonna try to hold it all in, try to hold back my tears so it don't make you stay here. I'll try to be a big girl now cause I don't wanna be the reason you don't leave.
Farewell, somebody is gonna miss you. Farewell, somebody is gonna wish that you were here. Farewell, somebody is gonna wish that you were here. That somebody is me.

Well Missing You, It Hurts You See

"After all this time?"

"Always."

"You must never tell anyone. Swear to it."

"That I shall never reveal the best of you?"

We must try not to sink beneath our anguish, but battle on.

What I Really Wanna Know...

All day staring at the ceiling making friends with shadows on my wall. All night hearing voices telling me that I should get some sleep because tomorrow might be good for something. Hold on, feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown. And I don't know why.
But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell. I know, right now you can't tell. But stay a while and maybe then you'll see a different side of me. I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired. I know, right now you don't care. But soon enough you're gonna think of me and how I used to be, me.
I'm talking to myself in public, dodging glances on the train. And I know they've all been talking about me. I can hear them whisper, and it makes me think there must be something wrong with me. Out of all the hours thinking, somehow I've lost my mind.
I've been talking in my sleep, pretty soon they'll come to get me. They're taking me away.
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell. I know, right now you can't tell. But stay a while and maybe then you'll see a different side of me. I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired. I know, right now you don't care. But soon enough you're gonna think of me and how I used to be, me.

Because I'm A True Fan

Baby, What About The Ending?

Last night I heard my own heart beating, sounded like footsteps on my stairs. Six months gone and I'm still reaching even though I know you're not there. I was playing back a thousand memories, baby, thinking about everything we've been through. Maybe I've been going back too much lately, when time stood still and I had you.
Come back, come back, come back to me like you would if this was a movie, stand in the rain outside until I came out. Come back to me like you could if you just said you're sorry. I know that we could work it out somehow. But if this was a movie you'd be here by now.
I know people change and these things happen. But I remember how it was back then, locked up in your arms and our friends are laughing cause nothing like this ever happened to them. Now I'm pacing up the hall, chasing down your street, flashback to a night when you said to me, "Nothing's gonna change, not for me and you." Not before I knew how much I had to lose.
If you're out there, if you're somewhere, if you're moving on, I'll be waiting for you. I just want it back the way it was before.
Come back, come back, come back to me like you would before you said "It's not that easy." Before the fight, before I left you out. But I take it all back now.
If this was a movie you'd be here by now. It's not the kind of ending you wanna see now. Baby, I don't like the ending. I thought you'd be here now.

Because I Have Faith

I wish for love. I wish for change, the good kind. I wish for someone to hold me, love me, and completely accept me. I wish for a life that I can not only be proud of, but extremely happy to live. I wish for excessive happiness, almost overwhelming joy. I wish for you.

Star-Crossed Lovers

When I was forc'd from Stella, ever dear

Stella, food of my thoughts, heart of my heart;

Stella, whose eyes make all my tempests clear,

By iron laws of duty to depart:

Alas I found that she with me did smart;

I saw that tears did in her eyes appear;

I saw that sighs her sweetest lips did part,

And her sad words my saddest sense did hear.

For me, I wept to see pearls scatter'd so;

I sigh'd her sighs, and wailed for her woe,

Yet swam in joy, such love in her was seen.

Thus, while th'effect most bitter was to me,

And nothing than the couse more sweet could be,

I had been vex'd, if vex'd I had not been.

Spenser's 26th

Sweet is the rose, but grows upon a briar;

Sweet in the Juniper, but sharp his bough;

Sweet is the Eglantine, but pricketh near;

Sweet is the firbloom, but his branches rough.

Sweet is the Cypress, but his rind is tough,

Sweet is the nut, but bitter is his pill;

Sweet is the broom-flower, but yet sour enough;

And sweet is Moly, but his root is ill.

So every sweet with sour is tempered still

That maketh it be coveted the more:

For easy things that may be got at will,

Most sorts of men do set but little store.

Why then should I account of little pain,

That endless pleasure shall unto me gain.

Amoretti

My love is like to ice, and I to fire;

How comes it then that this her cold so great

Is not dissolved through my so-hot desire,

But harder grows the more I her intreat?

Or how comes it that my exceeding heat

Is not delayed by her heart frozen cold;

But that I burn much more in boiling sweat,

And feel my flames augmented manifold?

What more miraculous thing may be told

That fire which all things melts, should harden ice:

And ice which is congealed with senseless cold,

Should kindle fire by wonderful device?

Such is the power of love in gentle mind,

That it can alter all the course of kind.

Without You

"You're never getting him back, you know that right?"

"Then I'll have to let him go."

This Time Won't You Save Me?

Baby, I can feel myself giving up.

Protect me from what I want.

Please Don't Leave Me

I can be so mean when I want to be. I am capable of really anything. I can cut you into pieces when my heart it broken.

What is it with you that makes me act like this? I've never been this nasty.

Picture This

I'm letting it be known: I'm ready for more. I want someone to share everything with, someone to love me no matter what. It gets lonely pent up in here. I'm ready. I'm ready.

I Know, Right Now, You Don't Care

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired.

Come back, I'll help you stand. Let go and hold my hand. If all you wanted was me, then I'll give you nothing less. So come back when you can.

Wake Up And Dream Once More

Every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming around. Every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears. Every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by. Every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes. Every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild. Every now and then I get a little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms. Every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry. Every now and then I get a little bit terrified but then I see the look in your eyes.

Every now and then I fall apart. And I need you now tonight. And I need you more than ever. And if you'll only hold me tight, we'll be holding on forever. And we'll only be making it right cause we'll never be wrong.
Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I'm only falling apart. There's nothing I can do. Once upon a time there was light in my life, but now there's only love in the dark. There's nothing I can say.

To The Enemy

Love, give me love, give me love. I don't need it but I'll take what I want from your heart and I'll keep it in a bag! In a box! Give me more, give me more!

Kiss me, you animal!

Stay

I used to hold on to us and believe that forever exists. But now I'm finally wide open to the reality that we had our goodbye long ago.

I miss you more than I can bare, but we had our time together. I have to let you go.

When You're Falling Apart And Nobody Notices

It's looking like a limb torn off or altogether just taken apart. We're reeling through an endless fall. We are the ever-living ghost of what once was. But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do. No one's gonna love you more than I do.
And anything to make you smile. It is my better side of you to admire. But they should never take so long, just to be over then back to another one.
But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do. No one's gonna love you more than I do.
But someone, they could have warned you when things start splitting at the seams and now the whole thing's tumbling down. If things start splitting at the seams and now, it's tumbling down hard.
Anything to make you smile. You are the ever-living ghost of what once was. I never want to hear you say that you'd be better off or you liked it that way. But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do. No one's gonna love you more than I do.

Am I Just Wasting Time Thinking About You?

I don't want to cause I need you, but I've got to let you go.

And I'm sorry if I pushed you away, cause I need you here. And I want for you to know I don't care if I don't get anything. All I need is you here right now and I'm sorry if I hurt you. But I know that all I want is you.

I Just Want It To Be Love

Aurelia

Hello, I have never done this before, but I have extra time and I figured, why not? Alright, so basically I'm content with my life. But that's the issue. I'm content. I'm surviving, not truly living or thriving. I'm satisfied, not genuinely happy. I'll be the first to say that you do not need a boy to make you happy, but lately I've had to restate that statement to "Nobody needs a boy to make them happy, but it sure as hell helps." So that's number 1 on my list. I was so very happy with you-know-who and I need to feel that way again. You know who I have in mind because I showed you this morning, and I want another opportunity to make it happen. I know you gave me a few chances, but I ignored them. I was afraid. Absolutely terrified. But now I want him more than I've ever wanted anyone in my life. Well...almost more. So, please. Give me another chance.
Number 2, I want to be successful. Not only this year, but this year will map out my whole life: SATs, college recommendations, making college choices, good grades...all of that good stuff. I want to make things happen.
Number 3, I want this year to be memorable. Friends and events. I want it all. I don't think this is a very selfish request because I've never had it before.
Lastly, number 4, I want to be happy.
That's it. Four very simple, very important things. And thank you. Every other wish that has ever been granted has been recognized.
Much gratitude,
Madeleine

Best Thing I Never Had

It’s time for us to part. It’s best for us to part. Oh, but I love you. I love you. Take care of yourself, I’ll miss you. The nights are long alone, I sit alone and moan. Cause I love you. Take care of yourself, I’ll miss you. And no more tears to cry, I’m out of goodbyes. It’s time for us to part, although it breaks my heart. Cause I love you. Take care of yourself, I love you.