Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Oh, Harmony



I love when the universe smashes you in the head in order to save your heart. That's good stuff.
I try to push you away, but you never push back. You know I’ll never forget you, never thought I’d say that. You made a mess out of me.

I Shall Be Dilapidated


Against that time (if ever that time come)
When I shall see thee frown on my defects,
When as thy love hath cast his utmost sum,
Called to that audit by advised respects-
Against that time when thou shalt strangely pass,
And scarcely greet me with that sun, thine eye,
When love, converted from the thing it was,
Shall reasons find of settled gravity-
Against that time do I ensconce me here
Within the knowledge of mine own desert,
And this my hand against myself uprear,
To guard the lawful reasons on thy part.
To leave poor me thou has the strength of laws,
Since why to love I can allege no cause.

Under Pressure

So many eyes upon me.

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

This Blasted Tight Rope

It's like a constant game with you. I make it just to the edge of the rope to turn back around and practically sprint back to you. I'm balancing. Hazardously. I'm barely maintaining my footing. But I would never leap off. Not for anything in the world. Not for anyone less than you.

New Moon

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I want more money to be able to buy the things I need. I want you. An abundance of you. That's not too much to ask for, is it? Nope. Not at all. Quite attainable actually. So. Law of Abundance. New moon. Give me what I desire. Because I know you have the power to do so.

Hrvatska

You were always hard to hold to, so letting go ain't easy. Talk is cheap, so give me your word you can keep. You were one foot out the door and choking on the other.
The only alternative is to not let you go. I can handle that. There's no competition. He thinks that I care about him but he is nothing. Nothing. Nothing compared to you.

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Unexpected Tendencies


I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart. But you came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start. How many times will you let me change my mind and turn around? I can't decide if I'll let you save my life or if I'll drown. I hope that you see right through my walls. I hope that you catch me because I'm already falling. I'll never let a love get so close, you put your arms around me and I'm home. The world is coming down on me and I can't find a reason to be loved. I never want to leave you but I can't make you bleed if I'm alone.You put your arms around me, and I believe that it's easier for you to let me go.
I tried my best to never let you in to see the truth. And I've never opened up. I've never truly loved until you put your arms around me.