Please Don't Try So Hard To Say Goodbye

"Beauty queen of only eighteen, she had some trouble with herself. He was always there to help her, she always belonged to someone else. I drove for miles and miles and wound up at your door. I've had you so many times but somehow I want more.
I don't mind spending everyday out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile, ask her if she wants to stay awhile. And she will be loved, she will be loved.

It's not always rainbows and butterflies, it's compromise that moves us along. My heart is full and my door's always open, you can come anytime you want.
Know all of the things that make you who you are. I know that goodbye means nothing at all; she comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls.

And she will be loved."
I'll be waiting for you.

When Two Hearts Race, Both Win

And I'll look in regret how I ignored when they said "Run as fast as you can."

Yesterday I looked at you and felt nothing. Today I think of you and feel a hollow emptiness. I'm not sure how you make these feelings appear.

There's No Guarantee That This Will Be Easy

School's started and it's different. And I can't believe I keep falling into that same goddamn rut. I hate you for doing this to me. God fucking dammit, I hate you. And I say I'm done with it all, and I've said it a million times. Because something broke between us. But I turn my head in the direction when you're spoken of. So I guess I always have to live with this feeling. So fuck you for that. Fuck you for all of this.

"It's not a miracle you need, believe me. Wings aren't what you need, you need me." -The Cab

Forget Me Not, Forget Me Now

I don't wanna be in love, I don't wanna be in love. Breaking up now, you've got a reason to live.

"Better never to have met you in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there."

-Otomo No Yakamochi

...I bet I could. Oh, you.

When We Were Young

There are so many things that I never, ever get to say, 'cause I'm always tongue-tied with my words getting in the way. If you could read my mind, then all your doubts would be left behind and every little thing would be falling into place. I would scream to the world. But I just keep getting stuck, but I'm never giving up. In the middle of a perfect day, I'm tripping over words to say. 'Cause I don't want to keep you guessing, but I always end up getting stuck. But I'm never giving up. I'm over the chances wasted. Tell me, it's not too late. It's only the nervous times that keep me bottled up inside.

The Last Time

"Oh my darling, oh  my darling, oh my darling Valentine. You are lost and gone forever, dreadful sorry, Valentine."

Should I? Why am I holding back? I think he's cute. I think he's funny. I'm comparing him to you. You were slower, in the best of ways. Shy and slightly insecure and in love. But now you're the exact opposite. Loud and confident and ready to fuck. So why do I care? Because I'm the one who ruined you. Because I made you give up on real love, the kind that we might've had if...if what? If I had really appreciated you? If you didn't go to that school? If...if only.

Wooh. This fucking hurts. And the worst part that I could laugh so fucking hard about? My mind has already told me that we won't ever be anything again.

I've never been wrong.

Will I even be able to ever see you again? To test if I do have any feelings for you? To show you that I've changed for the better? Maybe you would act your true self around me, the person I met 4 years ago, not the mask that you wear now?

How should I know? How should anyone know? Huh?!? So pathetic, so demeaning. You were everything. And I fucked it up. You fucked it up. The worst god damn collaborative effort I have ever heard of. And no one knows. And no one gives a fuck. Including you.

That Would Be Optimistic To The Point Of Foolishness

"It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live."

-Dumbledore

"Of course it is happening inside your head, Harry, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?"

-Dumbledore

"Do not pity the dead, Harry. Pity the living, and, above all, those who live without love."

-Dumbledore

"It is the unknown we fear when we look upon death and darkness, nothing more."

-Dumbledore

..."You'll stay with me?" "Until the very end."...