Am I Just Wasting Time Thinking About You?

I don't want to cause I need you, but I've got to let you go.

And I'm sorry if I pushed you away, cause I need you here. And I want for you to know I don't care if I don't get anything. All I need is you here right now and I'm sorry if I hurt you. But I know that all I want is you.

I Just Want It To Be Love

Aurelia

Hello, I have never done this before, but I have extra time and I figured, why not? Alright, so basically I'm content with my life. But that's the issue. I'm content. I'm surviving, not truly living or thriving. I'm satisfied, not genuinely happy. I'll be the first to say that you do not need a boy to make you happy, but lately I've had to restate that statement to "Nobody needs a boy to make them happy, but it sure as hell helps." So that's number 1 on my list. I was so very happy with you-know-who and I need to feel that way again. You know who I have in mind because I showed you this morning, and I want another opportunity to make it happen. I know you gave me a few chances, but I ignored them. I was afraid. Absolutely terrified. But now I want him more than I've ever wanted anyone in my life. Well...almost more. So, please. Give me another chance.
Number 2, I want to be successful. Not only this year, but this year will map out my whole life: SATs, college recommendations, making college choices, good grades...all of that good stuff. I want to make things happen.
Number 3, I want this year to be memorable. Friends and events. I want it all. I don't think this is a very selfish request because I've never had it before.
Lastly, number 4, I want to be happy.
That's it. Four very simple, very important things. And thank you. Every other wish that has ever been granted has been recognized.
Much gratitude,
Madeleine

Best Thing I Never Had

It’s time for us to part. It’s best for us to part. Oh, but I love you. I love you. Take care of yourself, I’ll miss you. The nights are long alone, I sit alone and moan. Cause I love you. Take care of yourself, I’ll miss you. And no more tears to cry, I’m out of goodbyes. It’s time for us to part, although it breaks my heart. Cause I love you. Take care of yourself, I love you.

It's Over, There's No One To Blame

He can't see the smile I'm faking and my heart's not breaking, cause I'm not feeling anything at all. And you were wild and crazy, just so frustrating, intoxicating, complicated. Got away by some mistake and now I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain. It's 2 AM and I'm cursing your name.  I'm so in love that I acted insane, and that's the way I loved you. Breaking down and coming undone, it's a roller coaster kind of rush. I never knew I could feel that much and that's the way I loved you.

I Wanna Know Why You Got Me Going

I solemnly swear that I am up to no good.

Your Boomerang. Wanna Play?

Dreams, that's where I have to go to see your beautiful face anymore. I stare at a picture of you and listen to the radio, hope there's a conversation. We both admit we had it good, but until then it's alienation, I know. That much is understood.
And I realize if you ask me how I'm doing, I would say I'm doing just fine. I would lie and say that you're not on my mind. No matter what I say I'm not over you.

And if I had the chance to renew, you know there isn't a thing I wouldn't do. I could get back on the right track, but only if you'd be convinced.