What Ever Happened?

I want to be forgotten and I don't want to be reminded. You say, "Please, don't make this harder." No. I won't yet. I wanna be beside him. I wanna be admired. You say, "Please, don't make this harder." No. I won't yet. Oh dear, is it really all true? Did they offend us and they want it to sound new? I wait and tell myself, "Life ain't chess." But no one comes in and yes, you're alone. You don't miss me, I know. I come together in the middle of the night, Oh, that's an ending that I can't write because I've got you to let me down.  And you say, "Please, don't make this harder." No, I won't yet.