Sometimes I say or do things to intentionally hurt someone. I don't know why. But it sort of feels good to make people feel the pain I'm feeling sometimes. I feel a little bad afterwards, but mostly satisfied that they finally realize how sad I am. How confused I am. How hurt I am. I'm not saying I'm this little depressed bitch who walks around cutting people down, although I can be. Mostly I'm just hurt and I expect the people that know me the best to notice and they never do. And that's what causes me to lash out. Every single time.
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